PeeS was saying that, because me and a certain friend is too close, so I get all the insults.

Doesn't that defeat the whole point of friendship? Why would you want to be friends with someone who wants to get you down? Why would you want to be friends with people who doesn't make you proud of being who you are? Why would you want to be friends when they make you feel lousy all the the time?

Anyway, it wasn't even a JOKE, like 'haha, ya you're an insult'. It's more like, 'yes, you deserve to be insulted' in an absolute manner. I don't understand. I don't understand you. I hate it when people try to make you feel like shit about yourself. I don't understand why I, alone, deserve to be insulted. I don't even know why I deserve to be insulted.

I hate it when people try to make themselves feel better by pushing others down. I hate it when people humiliate others when they want to look like a better person than they are. I hate men with no balls, who cannot feel great about themselves without making others feel worse off.

Fucking no pareto optimality.