Thinks that Gerald's friend Aivy is very desperate to get married.
HAHAHA.
Cuz she's staying over for the month, or two, to attend a friend's wedding in London; everyday, there will definitely be a topic on marriage. Like yesterday, she was asking Gerald if we would be his bridesmaids (speaking of which, i rather be the flowergirl :D sounds cool leh). The day before was about another set of her friends getting engaged during their graduation ball. Then today, i think she saw something when we went to Borough Market and she started talking about weddings again, and according to what she said, i think i'd be the first to get married out of the 3 of us cuz i have the least number of relationships HURHURHUR.
o.O
We're only 22!
Scares me.
Think i am not ready for marriage yet. Like, very not ready. It scares me to think about getting married to a guy at 22, when i possibly don't know much about life, society, what the world is like ahead or at least have a little glimpse of it. Considering modern people have a life expectancy of 70-75, though i hope not to live until that old, that will be 50 years together with that guy! Together with so little boyfriend experience, my whole love experience will be with that one guy! Wah lao!
Although it would be quite cool to marry your first bf. Hahaha. But that's not possible anymore. :P i can still marry the first guy i kiss though. :D Hurhurhur. Whoever that might be. ARGH. It's hard to think about my friends talking about marriage, and me not having kissed anyone before. o.O
Why is everyone in the world getting attached and married, and i'm still here, unwanted? Thinks i need a makeover. Major. Makeover.
And a job, to offset the fact that nobody wants me to be their taitai. Haiz.
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Maggie mee craving. Severe.
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Have gained weight.
:(
Pig says my face looks bloated.
HAHAHA.
Cuz she's staying over for the month, or two, to attend a friend's wedding in London; everyday, there will definitely be a topic on marriage. Like yesterday, she was asking Gerald if we would be his bridesmaids (speaking of which, i rather be the flowergirl :D sounds cool leh). The day before was about another set of her friends getting engaged during their graduation ball. Then today, i think she saw something when we went to Borough Market and she started talking about weddings again, and according to what she said, i think i'd be the first to get married out of the 3 of us cuz i have the least number of relationships HURHURHUR.
o.O
We're only 22!
Scares me.
Think i am not ready for marriage yet. Like, very not ready. It scares me to think about getting married to a guy at 22, when i possibly don't know much about life, society, what the world is like ahead or at least have a little glimpse of it. Considering modern people have a life expectancy of 70-75, though i hope not to live until that old, that will be 50 years together with that guy! Together with so little boyfriend experience, my whole love experience will be with that one guy! Wah lao!
Although it would be quite cool to marry your first bf. Hahaha. But that's not possible anymore. :P i can still marry the first guy i kiss though. :D Hurhurhur. Whoever that might be. ARGH. It's hard to think about my friends talking about marriage, and me not having kissed anyone before. o.O
Why is everyone in the world getting attached and married, and i'm still here, unwanted? Thinks i need a makeover. Major. Makeover.
And a job, to offset the fact that nobody wants me to be their taitai. Haiz.
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Maggie mee craving. Severe.
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Have gained weight.
:(
Pig says my face looks bloated.
posted by me at 4:06 PM
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