Starting work soon!

Am very excited, and also very, very worried.

What if i screwed up?
What if nobody likes me?
What if noone wants to eat lunch with me?
What if i lost a lot of money?
What if i have nothing to say to my boss?
What if my boss hates me?
What if they realised how out of it i am?
What if?

I think there is always a moment in everyone's life that they feel absolutely clueless as to where they are, and how they got there.

I think i am in one of those moments now.

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Thank you. :)

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Had chicken rice and roti pratha! The before-work-starts treat; sort of a calming comfort food you seek in face of a coming storm.

Heard that at other companies, the interns are tearing at each other. Horrendous! But i guess, such is the competition in the uk banking industry? Especially given limited number of graduate jobs, and unlimited supply of wannabes, including this absolutely ignorant and clueless person ie ME. I really hope my place is not like that and i'll meet nice people. But i doubt so.

Wish me luck my dears!

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I don't know how but some of my friends think that i really know a lot. Hahaha. That was before i came to uk. It's amazing how much you can get away with not knowing, when you have people who knows even less than you. :)