Joan is extremely scared. Internship is starting soon! Lunch with boss on the first day. Oh man!

Maybe should go read up on some lame jokes so that if all else fails, can make some lame jokes. If you can't make them remember u for ur intelligence (haha shit), then at least make them remember u for something right?

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Wishes i had someone to hug and calm me down.

Haha.

It's summer lah. Summer is the time for love, and i have no one. Darn.

You know, even if i didn't like my ex that much, at least he was always there whenever i needed him; actually, he was there even if i don't want him there hurhur. Miss being like that. You never learn to appreciate what you have until you don't have it anymore; and i haven't had it for a long, long time.

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Am annoyed. Some people really need to learn to grow up, and stop trying to rely on others for every little thing. Maybe that's how Gerald feels when i relied on him for the past 2 years to get around and find a job and do homework and so on and so forth. Hahaha. Realised how truly annoying it is today, when i was asked a stupid question that could be answered with a teensy effort ie click of the mouse, that could determine their future.

Will try to walk away from being like this.

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Everyone thinks that i am after guys for their money, and my first criteria for guys is how much money they have. Hahaha. Have built reputation that i am a money grabbing girl. Do i really look so shallow?

Wonders.

Maybe that's why. I scare boys.